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November 2009 
The Eyes of Love...
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I looked into the eyes of love...
I asked it where’d it been...
I told it I’d been starving...
While it was drinking gin...
I had sat neglected...
While love had gotten drunk...
I looked on with a child’s eyes...
Love beat my mother up...
My eyes were always full of tears...
My heart was full of pain...
My mind was filled with anger...
While love danced it’s dance insane...
Where was love but everywhere...
And everywhere was not...
My mother’s eyes were black and blue...
Love again forgot...
Anger at a Mother...
For not loving herself...
For putting her son second...
Love was on the shelf...
This man was drunk and raging...
His love was dirty lust...
A little boy lost in this world...
Love learned not to trust...
Now who is there that love can blame...
Who did not do their best???
The Mother that was weak...
Or the Man who was not blessed...
Surely this small precious child...
Was innocent in all...
Where was the love he needed...
His wounds open and raw...
Time has past...where is his pain...
Buried deep within...
Waiting to be uncovered...
For love to finally mend...
Mercy is what’s needed...
Mercy for them all...
Love has finally grown up...
And answered angers call...
There is no way of knowing...
Why love with held itself...
Maybe just because it needed...
Now to be deeply felt...
And so now love looks deeply...
In the child that’s still within...
Can love heal his angry heart...
And fill him to the brim???...
Starlight Dancing...
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Star this is Really Exquisite…
In Indian Karmic belief… people are acquainted due to 2 reasons…
Infatuation… (Raag) and Hatred (Dwesh)
When ever we get infatuated by something… we are bound to feel Hatred from it too… It;s as simple as that… Just think of a vessel with mixed coloured balls.. when you are done with the red balls.. the blue remain in the box…
THis principle is the Root of the Karma Theory.. that we do have to accept duality with EVERYTHING…
Love on the other hand… is Pure…. it knows no resentment if betrayed.. and no expectations when given…
It Just Is… LIke the sun… It shines the same for a thief or a saint… :-)
Hard isn;t it.. :-) to keep that sorta love constant.. without being Angry…
Or Just like the love of a Child and it's mother… Which BTW… is the reason i always say that children should Always take care of their parents when needed…
But when 2 people meet… Usually… it;s a karmic account of infatuation & or Hatred… :-)
Can you believe this… ??? Everyone that you have acquainted with had this account with you… that is how you got close to them enough to feel the infatuation & or the hatred…
I really feel that after i adopted the “Forgiving” attitude.. and after asking forgiveness from all the creatures that i have hurt in the past… i am truely feeling free; alone more.. :-D but feelin libarated to feel something more; like Love of something eternal.. something Grand then petty things in life…
I love this Poem…
What do you think… ?
(on Love being mistaken to be infactuation.. which Always leeds to hatred… like the 2 sides of a coin.. like the duality that IS on this very existance of ours…Everyone/thing is a box of coloured balls… ;-)
You've brought up a lot of things…
Yes, love can be mistaken for infatuation or vice versa…and i don't know that it always leads to hatred…how do you figure that?
love and hatred are words for ideas…
you have your idea or conception of what love is…i have mine…same with hate…or, we could say that love and hate are the same energy, but our judgments make it one or the other…
then again…i hate the smell and the idea of chittlings…i could never bring myself to eat them even though many in the past have told me that if i would but taste them i would love them…lol
so in this instance love and hate is just a judgment…
maybe today i feel great passion and what i determine to be love for someone, but tomorrow they piss me off and i hate them…was i really loving them before i really hated them?
You Missed something dear…
Love is Love !!!
I was saying that Infatuation and Hatred are the two sides…
Love has no “otherside”
People Mistake Infatuation to be Love… and even marry someone based on Infatuation.. and when the red balls run out… then remains the blue to deal with :-)
Where as… Love is loving Everything about someone… the Good,the Bad and the Ugly.. !!! :-)
You know… as much as maturity attracts me to think otherwise on age old traditions… i wonder if the past way of marrying off 2 people based on astrology charts and birth dates. etc.. and that too at a very young age.. IS the key to great marriages…
COZ both the individuals have young hearts.. and as such.. accept and grow in love together… as opposed to start loving at a later time in life… which only means that the 2 trees are stronger rooted in their own beliefs…
:-) Interesting times… we live in… :-) where we have Both paths to look at…
the past age old ones and the new; science and technologically driven….
i think your ideas about love are niave…
i don't care how much i love someone, i am not going to love their shit…shit stinks…and i don't love it…
let's say i love my children…and i do…but there are many things about them that i do not love…
i think you are definitely confusing being 'in-love' with love…