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November 2009 
You Never Win...
starlight
When someone has hurt you...
And you feel lost inside...
You can’t explain the pain away...
And so your feelings you try to hide...
You turn your head, when you’re about to cry...
You don’t want to show what’s hidden deep inside...
And so...you play your games...
But you, never win...
Late at night, when you’re alone...
You cry yourself to sleep...
You dream about a life without...
Someone who’ll give their love for keeps...
You turn your head, when you’re about to cry...
You don’t want to show what’s hidden deep inside...
And so...you play your games...
But you, never win...
Tomorrow is, another day...
For you to wear your pretty smile...
Smile’s won’t take the pain away...
It only hides it for a while...
You turn your head, when you’re about to cry...
You don’t want to show what’s hidden deep inside...
And so...you play your games...
But you, never win...
You never win...
tlcoriginals...
Starlight Dancing...
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Can someone let me know if this video is playing right???
I might have to re-upload it…doesn't seem to be working on my end…might be my connection to the internet…thnx…*
It keeps stopping and re-loading, Star.
Luvs,
m
My soul wept as it listened to the winning artist in you portray deep pain so poetically and touchingly.
And yes, the video played okay on my computer.
I love you with all my heart.
Amy :)
ok…am i crazy, or did Chey just post and say she was able to watch the entire video???
what to do, what to do…glad in the scope of things that this is just not that fucking important…LOL*
Amy…we must of been posting at the same time…lol
Yeah, I wrote this song over 20 years ago…for my idiot husband…I think…I can't remember (opppss not nice to speak ill of the dead is it???? my bad)…it may have been for some other idiot…or maybe it was written for all the idiots in my life…past and present…and future…OMG&G…rotf…
ditto on the love thangy…hehe…*
Starly girl, the video is working for me since you added the lyrics and the pic. And yes, I saw Che's comment too before it disappeared. WTHeck are these deletions all about? Twice today…
You are exuberant. So earthy and raw and real, it's a communicable disease. No, erm… you know what I mean :D
Hi, Mascha, Star! Yes, I thought I better consider if I was in the mood for more debating! You girls are tough! And sincerely…I enjoy it! I smile the whole time!
I deleted the others words in the Heart Blog because I shared such a personal story…I didn't wish for it to remain public.
You sing beautifully, Star! So much talent!
Love,
Cheyenne
Hey, Che, us girls not tough… We be pussycats, verry, verry velvety & sweet, but we'll make an honestly outspoken wench outta ya yet, even if it kills us.
Lulzies galore forevermore.
(laughing!!!!)…..That's just fine! I could use some better skills!
Thank you, Mascha!
Love!
Che
Searing and soulful, Star! Thank you!
Oh Mary!!! Thank you so much for gracing my blog with your beautimous self…and thnx for your kind comments about my singing and my song as well…much love and joy to you…always, star…
Chey, I am so glad to see you back…and Mascha is right…we are not so tough…
Thank you for your kind comments…much love and joy*
Mascha, I am gol at you…well and also at my son…he is giving me some pretty funny ideas on how to increase the traffic at my utube sight…anyways…thank you for your comments…good to know I am catching…much love and joy*
Starlight,
It was good to get a feeling of you in motion. There were some interesting movement effects at the end when I watched it, that seemed in rhythm to the music but then, I am certifiably, you know … gosh, shyness kicking in. May you had the cameraman swaying or maybe you had the whole place shakin'.
Must be some weird planetary stuff. Just got through explaining why a well-meaning email from a Gaian official type made me feel marginalized. I ended up feeling like I was so, so wrong. We're all bad sometimes. The older I get the less time and/or patience I have for junk stuff. Must be age-related what the heck.
And I will say you and Mascha are NOT ladies to mess with. Strong, not tough. Like butter inside. Oh yeah, I think Cheyenne can hold her own with the best of them, too. You know, I love all of you for your genuine authenticity. That's priceless and so needed.
Peace & Blessings -
Deb
Hey Deb,
LOL…no camera man, unless you consider mr. mac…haha…I have a macbook, so I just press a button, and it records me, and sometimes after stabilizing, there is still some unevenness, which is the shaking…it is actually my movement, cuz I am feeling what I am doing so powerfully, that I cannot be still for the camera…LOL…
Thank you for your compliments…so sweet of you to offer that encouragement…I am certain that Mascha and Chey would feel the same way…
Much love and joy*
Well well some people think it is just a word and not a place to get water even if it means it is heavy to bring up from the bottom it can still empty your thirst and worth every drop of sweat that comes out in the effort.
=}
starlight, this song resonates deeply with all those times that we feel so low… you give a voice to very deep emotions.
this makes me think of a Christian pop song I loved long ago - some of the words were
You say winners don't need a crutch
Only losers would believe in such
You don't believe in God
Don't believe in anything
Face life alone
Take what the future can bring
Here's to all the losers
Lose all guilt and sin
Here's to life in Jesus
All the losers win
Wonderful seeing you in motion Star, I really enjoyed it. Hugs for all you past and Love for all your future… (())
Hmmmmm…thnx JM…for that cryptic message, i guess, gol…that i do not really get, but maybe kinda…lol…
Well Nicole, guess I cannot bitch to much about you preaching the Christian God and Jesus on my thread, cuz I have sure as hell preached otherwise on yours by omission if not by any other means…but hey, just so we are clear…no I don't believe in an entity called God…you can keep that concept to yourself (three of those concepts are over in the middle east killing each other and lots of humans)…and NO, I am not a loser because of it…and while you have the right to your concepts, I have the right not to partake…si???
Yes, I believe in growing the fuck up and being responsible for my own life…and it can be lonely at times, but then I no longer live in fantasy land either…so, I can face my fears without that crutch…
I do appreciate the compliment…and yes life is filled with times of sadness, which but for, we would not know joy…the journey is walking through both with as much grace as can be had…as human being…
much love*
Asteri…thank you for bringing your beauty here…I love those daisies that you are wearing…hugs back…always, star…
This was a gift to see and hear this evening! Thank you.
ub so sweet my awakening, unawakening friend…gol…u remind me of me…lol…but you are so much more graceful at it than i could ever b…love and joy to you Kat…*
Bella Gia…grazie…ahh…but what about when the smile becomes authentic???
Deep bows to you as well my pure hearted friend…
love and joy*
I like you just the way you are. :)
Billy Joel- Just the Way You Are
hugs, my dear star
Thnx Kat and Nic…*